Tonight nostalgia plagues my mind. I truly admire those who really can always live honestly in the present, not looking to their past or to their future. For me looking to the past brings me wisdom and looking towards the future brings me hope. Although tonight, my nostalgia has brought me to dwell on things that cannot be changed, things that cannot be brought back. Tonight Geof, I am missing you. I cannot believe it has been three months since you left this world, and journeyed into another. I cannot exactly put my finger on why I am feeling down tonight, but it may be because I was meant to think of you. You always knew what to say whenever I was upset, and it's funny because I think you still do. I can picture you slapping on that huge smile, grabbing my hand and telling me it's going to be alright. Then you would grab my hand and tell me a joke, or give me compliments. Even though I've heard them a million times from you they still make me feel better. May 24, God must have decided he wanted his very own smile maker, that was you. I miss you every day, thanks for the laughs tonight Geof.